I saw Satyricon last night, and they were nothing short of phenomenal, the support act Insomnium was fantastic too - I'd have to say it was my favourite gig i've ever been to!

I'm listening to Insomnium's latest CD "Above The Weeping World" right now and I adore it. *Happy alex*

[*in a more-black-metal-than-thou-way*, of course ;) ]

Was wierd actually, Tony was there, and Steadman - had a great night hanging with tony and his mates, and i do miss him but i think im more realistic about who i am and that I can't change that - and it's entirely possible to meet someone who is virtually your soul mate who is the wrong gender for you to like in 'that way'- for all the fact that in many ways you do love them. It was good to see him again, and his mates are brilliant, hilarious!


Mel really pissed me off today. I'd been so hoping we could be friends but today she litterally walked a rediculously long way to avoid me - and that's not me being paranoid, she walked into the cafeteria where i was sat, blanked me, grabbed a paper, practically marched in the other direction, and then took the furthest door out of the cafeteria, and walked in a loop back to where she's based.

It's sad it's come to that.